verse 1a
i can’t say what’s real
we can’t delineate, ah
there is no separation worse
from time, from you, from i
we try so hard not to talk about it
so we don’t talk about it
verse 1b
circle the point a million times
you know it, don’t you lie, ah
vertigo’s convenient
when you don’t wanna speak it
i wish i could make you
wish i could make you say something
wish i could make you say something
but i can’t
chorus
’till the dam breaks
i’ll hold it together till the dam breaks
hold back the flood till the dam breaks
ill hold back the flood till the dam breaks
verse 2
so tell me about the mundane
i could recreate it, ah
dream myself there, we’re together
through the phone, you pixelate
can you reach me in this liminal space
would it be so bad if we let it break
chorus
’till the dam breaks
i’ll hold it together till the dam breaks
hold back the flood till the dam breaks
ill hold back the flood till the dam breaks
bridge & ending refrain
would it be so bad to let it break?
don’t you wish that we could be together
On the very front page of Yang Chen's website, the Toronto-based artist openly declares that they're “a percussionist with many side-hustles.” Make no mistake, though—this isn't some sort of trite euphemism. In fact, one mere spin of Chen's ambitious debut album is apt to convince most adventurous listeners that the artist's manifold pursuits are all a seamless part of their artistic identity. longing for_manages to be relentlessly pluralistic and cohesive all at the same time. Even though its program drops allusions to numerous musical worlds, employs instrumentation spanning steel drum to bicycle, and encompasses a diverse array of North American composers, the energy it exudes is more apt to evoke the Internet-addled curiosity one hears these days from daring young electronic producers than a jumbled, 'kitchen sink' approach.
It helps that each of the composers are friends of Chen's and that they share values and interests belied by the album's surface of wild heterogeneity—most notably a penchant for open-ended collaboration. Each of these works were crafted through extensive collaboration with Chen, and many of them feature the composers themselves performing in some capacity.
The disc opens with the cosmic élan of up-and-coming NYC violinist-composer Yaz Lancaster's EUPH0RIC. Lancaster's music has recently been featured at Bang On A Can's 2022 Summer Festival and on India Gailey's acclaimed recording "to you through." The Wire touted their contribution to Gailey's disc as “the highlight of a palpably emotional set.” EUPH0RIC, for steel pan and electronics, acts as a dreamy homage to recently-deceased hyperpop queen SOPHIE.
Andrew Noseworthy's sardonically-titled All Good Pieces Have Two Things both maintains and disrupts the flow. Its playful referentiality provides common conceptual ground with Lancaster, while its bouncing between raunchy metal-inspired angularity and passages of elusive drift, imparts a very different (not to mention volatile) emotional tenor. Charles Lutvak's rest/stop triptych for solo vibraphone—arguably the most straightforward piece of the set—is threaded throughout the album, providing grounding and continuity. Lutvak's mallet writing is crisp and unadorned but makes exquisite use of varied articulation and space.
On through intimate, swims Chen teams up with Toronto composer Jason Doell for a more textural affair. Together the pair gathered a collection samples from of cymbals, bass guitar, a huge thunder sheet, and a koto-like instrument made out of a door and long metal strings. This audio was was subsequently re-assembled through aleatoric software to form a foundation atop which Chen and Doell improvise. Sara Constant's silt also involves a considerable degree of spontaneity. The composer initiated their collaborative process using 15 watercolour images, which she asked Chen to interpret. The results were then shaped into a text and graphic score for the duo to play. Constant extracted the preferred take from the recording sessions and augmented it with electronic processing.
Sarian Sankoh's till the dam breaks switches gears entirely, presenting a warm, weightless R&B track into which Chen injects cascades of steel pan. Following this beautifully and viscerally evocative song, Stephanie Orlando's crank/set plunges back into abstraction. Chen deploys an array of unique strategies in order use a bicycle as an instrument. Their live performance is set against a backdrop of manipulated bike sounds, to form an electroacoustic maze of sound.
The album closes with the smeared psychedelic expanses of another New York-based violinist/ composer, Connie Li. The piece taps into Li and Chen's shared experience, drawing upon Teresa Teng’s Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin—a karaoke staple and one of the best-known and best-loved Chinese pop songs of the 1970's and 80's. Chen has also commissioned a video for each work, allowing the album to be watched as a series of short films.
Over the past few years, Yang Chen has become a vital presence within the Toronto music landscape, making potent connections between numerous aesthetic realms including pop, traditional musics, and various strains of sonic exploration. In addition to collaborating with composers such as the ones found on longing for _, they play taiko with RAW (Raging Asian Womxn) Taiko, and drum for “soft-moshing congee kids” Tiger Balme. Chen also works as operations manager for Labyrinth Ontario—a satellite of renowned musician Ross Daly's 40-year old modal music institute in Crete—and plays in the organization's in-house ensemble. Chen is the subject of an episode of Lunchbox Dilemma, a docu-series featuring Asian-Canadians and their coming of age experiences, from CBC Gem. They hold a Masters' Degree in percussion performance from NYU, and a Bachelor's from University of Toronto's music program.
-Nick Storring
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credits
released November 11, 2022
All tracks performed by Yang Chen
Track 1 composed by Yaz Lancaster
Track 2 composed by and performed with Andrew Noseworthy
Tracks 3, 6 and 9 composed by Charles Lutvak
Track 4 composed by and performed with Jason Doell
Track 5 composed by and performed with Sara Constant
Track 7 composed by and performed with Sarian Sankoh
Featuring additional vocals by Marie Sankoh, Karlie K., Nancy Sankoh, Olive Sankoh, Jolie A., Yang Chen, Yaz Lancaster, Connie Li
Track 8 composed by Stephanie Orlando
Track 10 composed by and performed with Connie Li
All tracks produced by Yang Chen and Danielle Sum
All tracks recorded at Sound Cabin by Rajen Mistry
All tracks mixed and mastered by Andrew Noseworthy
Album art by Adrienne Scott
Design & typography Michelle Ngo
longing for _ was graciously supported with funding from the Canada Council for the Arts and the Ontario Arts Council.
Such an amazing opening track showing the range of the band and beautiful lyrics teasing some of the great harmonies that come out even more in later tracks. Ken
This album defines “indie marimba” through an intimate collection of songs that remind one of a winter morning breeze felt upon opening one’s window. If you didn’t know Danielle before, this album is a strong reflection of who she is as a person. Michael W. Murphy
A sampler of the sound of the Filipino diaspora, and a field guide to finding defiant happiness even (or especially) as the world burns. Bandcamp Album of the Day May 18, 2020
For a project created during times of unease, strain and turmoil it has a beautiful air of calmness to it. I'm glad it was shared with the world... Abstract Sekai